See you later alligator

I hate me so that I was feeling like doing suicide this evening. I wanna finish my fucking days. I was so drowsy that today's class by leader of my university was very boring. My time wasted. 

I'm feeling like writing this article in English, but it's a little troublesome for either me and readers. By the way, the readers of this blog may not have any plan to do, haha. I love you, thanks for reading everyday.

I'm very tired to compare with other excellent students. I don't wanna hate me moreover. I always fight for all my might everyday, however the result let me down. I can only see my dim future. I wonder if I gave up struggling to achieve my highest goal, I'll be a dead body. 

飽きたから日本語で。夢を諦めてしまえばきっと少しは楽になるけど、諦めるくらいなら死んだ方がマシだよ。

From now, I quit alcohol!! I drink tomato juice instead of limon highball to make my skin white.

眠剤もぐもぐしてから書いてっから多少は大目に見てね、変なところあったらコメントしてね、TOEICで間違えないためにね！

Good night, have a sweet dream!